Don't save stuff...

If you want something new
why dont you try
honesty
You don't want to admit
that your life is shit
Take it out on others
so you dont have to bother
to look at yourself
in that broken mirror
Its real easy to judge
everyone else
but the truth has always been
the hardest pill to swallow
so you continue to wallow
in your world of hate
talking about your "fate"
pointing fingers at him
and her and everyone but you
your so blind you cant even see
what you do
to the people all around you
bitching about this
whining about that
shut the fuck up
you spoiled little brat
am I supposed to care?
we know you think its unfair
but maybe
just maybe
you are getting your just desserts
a reminder of all those you hurt
- Ash

At the time she said she didn't know where it came from. Seems to make more sense now.