born under a bad sign

Born under a bad sign
Never understood the grand design
Til now, when I wanted to die
Angry and lost and too masculine to cry
The outsider is never loved
Kicked to the side
When not looking he was shoved
Never had a decent girlfriend
Had one but she wanted to be the man
Fuck that
And fuck her
Fuck you all
I watch you crawl
Perhaps I’m biter for how cool you are
Or how daddy bought you a brand new car
I’d like to beat you with a shiny crow bar
Drive you in your new car
And dump your limp body on a deserted sand bar…
Me? I only ever had a few close pals
Parents claimed to never have money for the bills
Just jump in a car cruise and chill
Drink cheap beer, pass out on staind rugs
Talk shit while smoking drugs
Most my life I’ve been obsessing
Trying to make life less depressing
Trying to learn life’s deeper lesson
If I could just relax for one second here and now
I’d probably be a lot happier now
But my life is still depressin
It’s my obsession…

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