I sing this song for you...

I don't play this side of the game very often. I would wonder what would be going through the person's head when they crushed me so easily. I don't know if they felt like this...but I feel terrible. Even though I tried to be as gentle, kind, caring, and most importantly honest as possible, I feel terrible. But I must look at it in the best way possible, better to do it now then to be a coward and pretend like nothing is wrong. I'm sure this is not comforting for her...but it's the truth. Life can be really weird and stupid sometimes. Most times I think it all makes alot of sense, and others it's just a ball of confusing wtf that is constantly being dumped on me.
Yea I"m getting alot of that lately. But I feel some strength in being single. I used to think of it as this huge flaw that I should be embarressed about but fuck that I don't give a shit. I feel good being strong for other friends, and I'm trying to be there for them. I'm trying to give up my more selfish ways and give more. So ask me for something ya just might get it now.
More and more things keep happening that proves to me that anything can happen, life is full of surprises just when you think you have a firm grip on things it's SURPRISE, I can't be specific though...but yea anything can happen. (Except the world ending o_O)

My Birthday is coming up! Buy my alcohol!

ps - internet explorer is ghey, if you know how to get my profile to appear back at the top like it should let me know...ARGH!