All this anger...

All this anger thats built up inside slips out little by little when we have these fights. Last night was particularly theraputic cuz she actually fought back, and appologized. Two things that I thought would never happen 1) so she could always look like the victim, 2) because she has convinced herself that she is the victim. I'm sick and tired of it all. This all could have been easily taken care of so long ago, but she didnt want it that way, she wanted it this way so here we are. I"m sick and tired of everyone acting like I"m going out of my way to start trouble. No one really see's it from my perspective; they write it off as "you should be over it by now, or you guys hardly talk how can you be mad." I don't understand my emotions half the time you ask me something about them and I say I don't know. But deep inside I still have pent up aggression that I'm not dealing with. But whatver.

I'm done.

It's over with.

Stay away from me, period.

Or this will happen again and again.

Because I"m fucked in the head.

Thanks to you.